This has been going on for years man. I've called you out on this shit before and got told off by various people on here for it, but it honestly looks like the tide has turned.
Either sell the fucking things or go see a doctor to sort your head out. Or both.
No human should be so reliant on some internet cunt saying they did good. Something has happened to you in the past to make you think that approach is appropriate, and while that sucks, you need to take some responsibility for the sake of your credibility and dignity. You're not a victim mate, understand that. You own multiple rad cars, a house, have a great job and live in the best fucking country in the world. I have like $200 to my name, get paid fuck all, am almost 30 and still studying/reliant on my family/the government, own a fucking shitbag of a car with no WOF or rego, am losing my hair, can't get a tinder like to save myself, had some fucking shitty things that no person should have to deal with happen to me in my life and I don't give a fuck. I went and talked to a professional when things got bad and sorted it out. I find joy in opening a shitty lion brown on Friday afternoon or looking out my window at a rad as shit country or just nailing a crisp cover drive in backyard cricket. And that's just me, some white asshole living in Wellington NZ. Think of all the people in this world who find satisfaction in shit like having clean water or not being murdered walking to school.
Get some goddamn perspective. Fuck you are frustrating as all fuck.